small town girl poem

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I Am Not the Girl

I am not the girl he wants,
I am just a girl he left behind.

I cry out loud—
Oh God, how I have cried.
My tears came from the deepest part of my soul,
like something breaking inside of me.

I beg too much, I beg you to stay,
but it was too late—
you had already packed your bags
and left.

Empty room, empty mind,
broken promises all around me.

I would have died for you,
a thousand times for you.

I have waited for you,
but you don’t feel the same way about me.

Maybe in another life
you will love me,
because now we are strangers.

By your side, through your lack of love,
I have to stitch myself back together—
a little here,
a little there,
rebuilding myself again,
searching for a thousand reasons to survive.

A broken heart
is all that remains of me.
Every day I fix a little piece of my heart,
a little here,
a little there…

Small-town, ordinary girl.
Loving you is a losing game,
a game I lose
every minute of the battle.

I can’t fix the time I gave you…

God, carry me,
carry me home. 

You love me 

You love me not